let her sleep. It is not a day
for waking.
The rain is cold on the windows,
but not in my hair, I sit where
it used to fall,
the wetness swelling pages,
chilling walls. How many times
did I wring
the neck of the sodden cloth, and
tip wrung water from the bucket?
The weather
is sharp-tongued at the windows –
it’s not a day for waking.
I put my feet
on the heater we found
at the tip. Lifted tenderly,
it was light
as a baby, clean and white,
now it pulses
like skin.
Gloves
on our hands, we heaved her things
from my car: musty mattresses,
rusty roofing
school projects, picture frames, Cuisine
magazines, a bag of clay. Once
I went
on my own with a load of his shoes.
Each one worn in its own way.
It took a long
time to throw them pair by pair
into the clothing bin, its
metal mouth
nipping my wrist each time, the thud
each time. I’m glad she didn’t come
for that. My
gloves
are cloth lavender, hers thick rubber
and red. She could only ever find one.
She held
her naked hand like a saint, the other
doing the work of two –
a potter’s hands:
dark-skinned and nimble. Load upon
load into the bowels of the concrete
loading bay –
the boy on the ramp gloveless
and helpful, the two of us
delighted by
the detritus – the potential
for treasure, load upon load until
the blue house
was stripped clean, and locked with a key
on a string around her neck. The last
thing she’ll do
is put the cat in the cage, and
the cage in the car. But it’s not
a day for waking.
Her back seat is stuffed with old
suitcases, vintage skirts, an iron
pot, notebooks –
pot, notebooks –
where for the cage? I'll help
with the cat; we’ll both
need gloves
for that. The red glove is on
the floor of my car – a fantastic
supplicant,
I have no idea where my
gloves are. Let her sleep.
Light pisses
from the sky, but it’s not a day
not any kind of day
for waking.
Mary McCallum
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Do check out the fantastic poem by David Gregory on the Tuesday Poem hub - and in the sidebar: such gems as always - from one of my faves by Yeats to Orchid Tierney's avant-garde poems. All worth a look on a Tuesday.
6 comments:
Lovely, lovely poem...such resonance, such subtlety of touch. Wonderful.
oh splendid! - just so right - wunderbar - very thrilling and chilling
(ps got server problems on my blog - that weird ever-turning circle so can't post this week - i tried to and it went awol, so i deleted, but i see somehow there is something on the sidebar, can you delete?)
Thanks Damyanti - what a lovely blog you have, I am interested to see you are writing flash fiction which I had a go at (see previous post.) I'd love to see some of your efforts up on the blog. It's challenging I think.
And thanks Jen (you're up early!) Your post came up on the Tuesday Poem hub as a draft, it's now deleted. Do you want to try again on your blog? (The sidebar link simply points to last Tuesday's poem. ) And it occurs to me you'd like flash fiction as a poet and fiction writer - I think that combination works well for flash fiction. The BNZ awards have a 150-word category this year.
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I like this poem, Mary: it feels poignant, full of meaning that I understand emotionally but guess at intellectually. Great stuff.
beautiful rhythms, thanks for sharing.
I love poems with a narrative - and the way you used the glove as a linking image all the way through.
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