It’s Ed and me today at the end of the seawall
on the way to Lion Rock. We lean on it, feel
the crust of lichen beneath our elbows, watch
the dogs
running on the shingle beach. Billy’s a softie
for a staffie-cross but he’s pulled
Ed’s arm
from the socket too many times to count. Ruby’s
not a softie, she has eyes like coins, a seal’s coat.
Together they’re the tigers in that story
running till they’re butter. Ed’s talking
about the dances in Limerick and
gets onto how he trod the boards with Harold
Pinter. Ed’s a painter now, or was – his duff
shoulder tells that story. Some days we fall in
with Charlie the blue heeler and his owner
whose name I always forget. Both of them have
a touch of wilderness about them.
Charlie’s
owner’s parents ran the Oasis Motel
in Palmerston North. Colin lived in Palmy, too,
before he moved to Rome to sculpt; his peke
Andrew is pissing on the wall now and Colin’s
following in his shark tooth
hat. He tells a story
about living on Long Island and how, walking
with his bulldog, he was sometimes mistaken
for Truman Capote. Justine is blonde and pregnant
and makes me think of vanilla icecream.
When she hoves into view with slobbering
Aaron and Beagle-eyed Georgie, the men
hold themselves tighter. She’s pretty,
Justine. Her husband’s a musician and
at weekends you see them out and
about. One day
Ed, Charlie’s owner, Justine, Colin and I are
up by the Rec’ in the pingao grass,
and we’re talking baby names while the dogs
churn. Her face is plump and tired, and Justine
says, 'Ruby, I think,' then louder, 'Ruby’ –
and we stop talking a moment and breathe
in the sea and the sharp grass and the frangipane
scent Justine wears and the must of Colin’s
sheepskin coat and whatever it was Billy rolled
in, and then we laugh, and I mean laugh. The
belly kind that makes it hard to breathe anything
at all. We laugh, Ed, Charlie’s owner, Justine, Colin
and me
because there’s Ruby - over there – sniffing
Charlie’s arse, sleek and black, eyes a-gleam,
nothing vanilla about her, nothing like
ice-cream. Weeks later, by Lion Rock,
Colin catches me up. He’s got some results back.
His blood is revolting, turning on his heart.
I squeeze his hand. He squeezes back, eyes
on the oily sea, the other hand holding a bouquet
of the stiff pale seaweed that washes up
in storms. Some days it’s so luminous here,
it’s like standing inside a shell.
Next time we see Ed, he’s at the corner
of Nikau and the Promenade waving
and waving with his good arm. ‘Justine
had
her baby! I’ve seen
the little mite.’ We
stop and wait. The wind
getting up. Ed has Billy’s lead tight around
his wrist and pants when he reaches us. He mimes
lifting a pram cover and peering in. ‘Now ask me,’
he says, ‘ask me her name.’ We say all together,
a straggly chorus, ‘What’s her name, Ed?’ What’s
her name, Ed? says the sea, and Ruby circles
Billy like a tiger, and the gulls ratchet it down to a mew
and everything is one big smile, everything on this
beach, one big ear. ‘Sure as I’m standing
here,’ says Ed, ‘You’ll never guess.’
He heaves Billy
along the path now, a grin like shark’s teeth,
then Charlie shows up, and his owner –
Garwain? – and they want to know too,
and Ed’s having a ball. We’re all having a ball.
Mary McCallum
This poem was written very long time ago. Nine years. But I've been redrafting it over the past two months.
Ed doesn't walk Billy now because he isn't well enough so his wife Patricia does it instead. We always stop and chat when we see them, but Billy and Ruby are older and greyer and only sniff each other now - no churning. Colin passed away five years ago and his beloved Andrew followed. Garwain, if that was his name, moved away with Charlie. So, I think, did Justine and her dogs and her Ruby - but I'm not sure about that. I just haven't seen them in a while. I still enjoy my daily walks with my Ruby but it's been a while since it was quite so social and quite so much fun.
Do get along to the Tuesday Poem hub to read a delightful fragment of Robin Hyde's, editor Janis Freegard.